DANGER LOOMS is finally all together and ready for the August 25, release. I am not so ready. I have to update my website and do what I can to get the word out.
At the moment my thoughts are elsewhere. I noticed that our cat's pupils are not the same. At first, I thought it was just a difference in the light hitting them, but when it continued for a couple of days, I looked online. There is a name for it that I can't remember at the moment and is a symptom of something else and it was advised to take her to the vet. The world has changed since all we had to do was show up during office hours to be seen that day. Now, we had to make an appointment and wait several days.
I can tell that she isn't her usual self and my stomach is in a knot of worry. There is always a helpless feeling when a pet isn't well. The best we have been able to do is give her cuddles when she wants them. I am hoping that I am over worrying and that after the vet visit, I will feel a sense of relief that she is going to be okay. But in the meantime, it has taken over my thoughts.
Her name is Kona, but she has always been called Kitten. She is the first cat that I have know as an actual kitten. She was a gift to Jakey's mom from one of her students. They couldn't keep her because they found out they were allergic. She joined a cat household of Spyderman and Buttercup. She was there when Jakey came home from the hospital and has always been part of his backdrop--first at their house and then around seven years ago when all the cats moved here. The other two always had health issues, but Kitten seemed blessed with no problems other than not wanting me to cut her claws.
And now she is the only one left. I have gone through all kinds of cat and dog ailments. It is always so hard. I am sure I will better after the vet visit--whatever the news. Not knowing is the hardest.
Over the years we have had 13 dogs and cats who have come to live here in numerous ways. When they're not well never gets easy to deal with. Fingers crossed, it's good news.

