Rewriting

I am rewriting SEAMS LIKE MURDER now. My first step is to go through the whole manuscript. I always say I’m just going to read it through without changing anything, just to see how it flows. But I never seem to be able to do that. I can’t keep my hands off a pencil and start scribbling notes on yellow legal sheets, index cards and on the pages themselves.

Reading it this first time is always nerve wracking because I am going to see if it makes any sense and there always this fear that it won’t. I am relieved to say that for the most part it seems okay, but I need to add things and move other things around.

While writing this draft there were moments when I felt panicky. Like what I was writing was going nowhere. That it didn’t make sense. That as my editor would say, it didn’t track. I worried that I might have written myself in a corner I couldn’t get out of. It’s not until I read it over that I have any sense of what it is. It is both exciting and terrifying to do this read through.

Even though I started with a synopsis, there are surprises along the way. Characters who take the reins and do things even I didn’t expect. I know that sounds a little crazy, but that’s really what it’s like. Molly has a dilemma I never saw coming.

And now I begin the daunting task of actually doing the writing. As usual, I don’t have much time, but at least I know that I will be able to finish it. That it will be a complete book with a beginning, a middle that hopefully doesn’t sag, and an ending where the guilty will get caught.

And once I do that I will start all over again with the next Yarn Retreat Mystery.